all i want to do is
walk for hours on end in the
poring
rain,
i want to cry without people knowing
i want the rain to wash away everything
i want to be alone
i dont feel it
anymore
no matter how deep
im hurt
i just dont feel it
&& i dont know why
i want to scream till i have no breath
i want to cry till theres no more
tears
and all
because
of that one
fear
all mine no jocking
