almost two years.
two years that i've shared my heart.
secretly, almost.
i wish you knew.
i wish you knew how many times
i made myself finally fall alseep
only to dream about you.
i waited.
i waited for a long time.
almost two years of waiting.
how long have you waitied?
did you even start to wait.
or is this just me. just me, waiting, again.
and then
after humiliation, embarassment, laughs,
tears, long nights thinking,
and this is what i get in return;
no one,no one?
really no one?
or are you hiding something to save me
from being broken, again.
who am i kidding?
i'm dreaming again.
wow. here we go again.
100% mine :)
