I hate that you’re perfect,
I hate that I can’t tell you,
I hate how you look at me,
I hate how it’s with loving eyes,
I hate that I return your gaze,
 I hate how you keep me awake thinking about you,
I hate how much your eyes sparkle,
I hate your amazing smile,
I hate how I'm not good enough
I hate being around you,
I hate it when you talk to me, 
I hate how I confuse you,
I hate crying myself to sleep every night,
I hate sitting next to you,
I hate not sitting next to you,
I hate that I hate you,
I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU