A
lot of things scare me.
I'm terrified or heights and deep water and spiders. I'm
scared of the dark and I'm
afraid of dying. But I'm also really scared of
this. Of us. It's something I've never
experienced before and it scares
the crap out of me that
I don't know what's
coming next. But still,
it's one of those I'm
so-scared-I-might-crap-my-pants-but-
it's-still-a-really-good-and-happy-feling-because-I-like-you-a-lot
sort of feeling and
that makes me happy.