the truth ?
 i just dont really care anymore. It seems like everyone is against me.I try to help one person but it hurts another---</3. And if i try and help them both the whole situation ends up being blamed on me. Everytime i try i fail. And as i cry my self to sleep at night i start to wonder if it is really worth fighting for. The tears, the heartbreaks, the backstabbing, the losses and crappy gains that took their place, the lies and watevers, and the rumors that are all just too much----------------x <3
It seems like everyone around me is cHaNgInG to fast for me to keep ^up^ with. & as they push forward with as much speed as possible im being left behind. It feels like people are racing to a finish line that just doesnt exist. So the truth? i just wasnt good enough.