I
Can't Even
Explain This i miss you so much that it
hurts. it makes me frustrated, angry, and upset all at
the same time. it's a pain that i may never in my
life be able to fully explain. you were
so amazing. i thought you really
truely were the best boyfriend i
ever dated and that you felt the same way about me
i thought when you said " i love you" that you
meant it. i guess that's wasn't the case. you
completely shattered and destroyed my heart, which is
something i thought you would never do.
everything reminds me of you now,
and all the memories we had together come
pouring back to me everyday when i do think
of you. i break down crying. and i don't know how
to stop loving you. this has never happened to me before,
so im clueless of how to get through
this . i truely thought you were different
than the other boys i dated. and now, for some stupid
reason, even after all you've done to me,
my mind, soul, and
heart will not let you
go.
