Why do you suddenly care about me?
You never cared in the past
and nothing's changed
so why? don't you see how it's hurting me?
i can't deal with this anymore
i'm not that strong anymore
i was on that rocky ledge
&& you just pushed me over.
my wrists and stomach are cut open and red
just to ease this hurt
through all the tears,
i just stare back at you
&& wonder why you did that to me.
But for everybody else,
i wear that mask
just so they don't see the pain
behind these blood-shot eyes.
Blood-Shot Eyes
*venting, sorry.*