((i love
you))
i
really really do.
and i want you so badly that
it hurts.
it literally hurts.
it weakens me enough to bring me to my knees gaspng for ai with tears running
down my face.
and yes, i would do anything
to just be able to call you mine,
but truthfully i deserve
better.
i deserve someone who is willing to walk with me with our hands intertwined and look me
in the eyes and tell me he loves me and mean it.
i deserve someone who will wrap his arms around me every
chance he gets and just hold
me there with no intention of
ever letting go.
but i dont even want that if it cant be your arms im in and your
eyes im looking into.
and i know i wont have that with you.
all i have with you are cute text messages and rare late night
phone calls.
and when im with you i have to hide the stomach flipping, heart racing, mind
boggling feeling.
and you have no idea how much that hurts.
you dont know what i go
through every day of my life.
so before you judge me for letting you go,
take a walk in my shoes and
feel the pain i feel.
