H e r e' s W h at I 'm G o i n g To D o ; ;
♥ I’m going to stop d w e l l i n g. I’m going to stop w a t c h i n g the phone. I’m going to stop l o o k i n g for you. I’m going to m o v e on. I’m going to m e e t people. I’m going to l i v e. I’m going to f o r g e t all the nights I spent wishing you were here.I’m going to f o r g e t all the times I opened myself up to let you in, to only get hurt in return. I’m going to f o r g e t how I felt about you. Instead, I’m going to subconsciously w a i t. If you really want me, if you m i s s me, if you c a n ’ t breathe without me, you'll know. You’ll r i n g. You’ll t e x t. You’ll v i s i t. And if you drift, if you don’t c a l l, if there’s no t e x t s, if there’s no v i s i t s . I’ll know. I’ll know it was n e v e r meant to be. And I will continue m o v i n g on. And I’m going to w a l k tall. But in between everything I w i l l forget, I won’t forget the lesson I’ve l e a r n e d . I won’t forget the feeling of l o v i n g someone. I won’t forget the feeling of t h i n k i n g I’m loved. And I will certainly not forget the h e l l I was put through to learn all this, to become ♥
♥ a b e t t e r p e r s o n ♥
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