This is a REALLY sad story but it teaches you alot! Please read i think you'll really like it! it may be long but its worth it!
I DID NOT write this i read it and loved this story ever since. It made me wanna cry, Tell me if you like it or not
a story to tell people not to be afraid to express thier feelings she had a boyfriend she grew up with him to her he was the only one for her, The most important and precious
but to him she was just another girl; Girl: Hey, wanna go to a movie?; Guy i cant; Girl:why, do you need to study at home or something?; Guy: Er... No; Girl: Then what are you doing
Guy; Im meeting up with... a friend it was always like that with him, hed met girls in front of her like it was nothing to him, she was just another one of his girlfriends the word "love" never came out of his mouth,only hers
ever since shes known him she has never heard the word "i love you" from him before there werent any anniversaries at all. he didnt say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days...200days...
everyday, before we say goodbye he would just hand her a doll, everyday, without fail. She didnt know why then one day Girl; Erm.. Jake?; Guy: what... dont drag, just say; Girl: I love you; Guy: Erm, you...what...? just take this doll...and go home
that was how he ignored her 'three words' and handed her a doll then hed disapeared as if he was running away the dolls she received from him everyday, filled her room one by one there were many
Then one day came, her 15th year old birthday, When she ggot up in the morning she pictured a party with him she stranded herself in her room waiting for his call But... Lunch passed, Dinner passed.. and soon the sky was dark... he still didnt call
it was already tiring to look at the phone anymore then around 2am in the morning he suddenly called her and woke her from her sleep he told her to go outside her house, she was so excited; Girl: Jake; Guy: Here, take this and again, he handed her a little doll.
Girl: whats this?; Guy: i didnt give it to you yesterday, so i am giving it to you now. Im going home now, Bye.; Girl: Jake wait! do you know what today is? Guy: today what about it? her heart sank she thought he would remeber her birthday he turned around and walked away like nothing had happened
Before he could get away she shouted "wait!" Guy: you have something to say?: Girl; tell me... tell me that you love me.. Guy: what... did you say?; Girl: tell me... please. its just three words; Guy: i dont want to say... that i love someone so easily. if you are desperate to hear it then find someone else.
that was what he said, then he ran off. her legs felt numb and she collapsed to the ground. he didnt want to say it easily how could he she felt that maybe he is not the right guy for her after that day, she stranded herself at home crying, just crying, He didnt call her although she was waiting
he just continued handing her a little doll every morning outside her house thats how those dolls piled up in her room everyday. After a month she got herself together and went to school. but what made the pain resurface was that she saw him on a street with another girl.
he had a smile on his face, one that he never showed her as she touched the doll she ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in her room and the tears fell why did he give these to her those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls. in a fit of anger she threw the dolls around
then the phone rang it was him he told her to come out to the bus stop outside her house she tried to calm herself down and walked to the bus stop she kept reminding herself that she was going to forget him that its going to end then he came into her sight he was holdding the big doll
Guy: you came i thought you were upset she couldnt help hating him acting like nothing had happen and joking around soon he held out the doll as usual; Girl: i dont need it!; Guy what why? she grabbed the doll from his hand and threw it on the road; Girl: i dont need this doll! i dont need it anymore!! i dont want to see a person like you ever again!
she spat out the words but unlike any other day his eyes were shaking "im sorry" He apologized in a tiny and shaking voice he then walked over to the road to pick up the doll; Girl: your stupid!! Just leave the doll throw it away!! but he ignored her then... ~honk~~honk~ Girl jake! move! move away! she shouted as loud as she could
he stood up and looked at her with sad eyes THEN BOOM! The sound was terrifying she screamed and she cried but nothing could bring him back no matter how much she wished that she could take back the words that she had said to him...she couldnt... and that was how he went away from her after that day she had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him
and after spening two months like a crazy person she finally took out the dolls those were the only gifts he left her since the day they started going out she remebered the days she spent with him and she started counting the days when they were in love..
one two three that was how she started to count the dolls four hundred and eighty four four hundred and eighty five it all ended with 485 dolls she then started to cry again with a doll in her arms she hugged it tightly then suddenly i love you i love you she dropped the dolls shocked i lo..ve.. you? she picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach
i love you i love you it cant be! she pressed all the dolls stomach as i piled on the side i love you i love you i love you those words came out non stop i love you why didnt she realize that that his heart was always by herside protecting me why didnt she realize that he loved her this much she took out the doll under the bed and pressed its stomach
that was the last doll the one that fell on the road it had his blood stain on it the voice came out the one that she was missing so much hun do you know what today is? weve been loving each other for 489days do you know what 486 is? i couldnt say i love you um since i was too shy if you forgive me and take this doll i will say that i love you
everyday till i die jo i love you the tears came flowing out of her why why she asked god why does she only know about all this now? he cant be by herside but he loved her until his last minute for that and for that reason to her it became courage to live a beautiful life