I'm back, I dont know how i got myself to stop. I read the only 11 comments that I got, and I am really happy I did. It was all worth it because you guys have saved my life. Nobody knows, but I dont intend on telling. I will continue cutting and having breakdowns because I have been strong for so long, its still hard. The rope is in my bottom drawer, 3 bottles of pills in my bathroom, and a set of stainless steel knifes in my jewelery box... NOT SAFE HERE AT ALL. <3 I wish it was #GOODBYE.