x3sammii

x3sammii
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April 28, 2012 3:37pm UTC

I know you're going to see this and I know you won't say anything but yeah. I literally miss you so much. I miss kissing you and hugging you and having your arms around me. I miss being so close and having you as my bestfriend. There is nothing I want more than to have you back but I know you don't feel the same way. I seriously can't stand seeing you happy without me. Especially with her. She's not for you. She's one of those "I'm too cool for you" "I'm better than you" kind of girls. You're not like that. You're such an amazing guy and I don't want to see you get hurt by someone like her. I mean if she makes you happy I guess she can't be that bad. But it kills me. Because all the attention you give her used to be on me. I used to be the one that made you happy. I miss when I was yours and you were mine and no one else in the world mattered because we had each other and that was enough. "I love you with all my heart forever and ever no matter what and don't ever forget it because you're my baby girl and nothing will ever change that<3 I love you baby<3" I constantly read my saved messages hoping that a part of the person who loved me like that is still there. I miss seeing you and hanging out everyday and texting 24/7. I miss my goodmorning texts & my "don't forget to dream about me (;" texts. I couldn't give you your stuff back because sometimes I feel like thats all I have is your hoodies and stuff you've given me. When we text now I remember everything that you say because I never know if it's the last time we'll ever talk or not. You've seen me in school crying and I know you heard me on the phone with Andre. I'm not okay and I'm done pretending I am. I don't want you to come back because you feel bad for me, I want you to be happy. I just hope it's me that makes you happy. Because you're the only one I want. I know I prolly sound stupid and clingy or something but I can't stand not talking to you. I miss you so much. I love you with everything in me just like I always have. I kept that promise. I wish you did too. I'd give anything to have you back and I know this is all my fault but you don't understand how much I miss you. And need you.

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x3sammii
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April 28, 2012 3:24pm UTC

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness.

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x3sammii
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April 28, 2012 3:20pm UTC

When you text me,
I don't even care what it says.
I JUST LIKE THE FACT THAT I CROSSED YOUR MIND.

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x3sammii
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April 28, 2012 3:14pm UTC

The worst kind of pain is
watching the person you love, love someone else.

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x3sammii
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April 27, 2012 8:57pm UTC

It kills me
NOT TALKING TO YOU .
Full credit to: MissAnna

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x3sammii
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April 27, 2012 4:07pm UTC

I hope you know that winning this game tonight would mean everything to me, but what I want you to know is you'll be the only thing I'm thinking about the whole time, and how you promised to be there and you aren't.

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x3sammii
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April 27, 2012 3:32pm UTC

6 cuts, 3 days of crying myself to sleep, 3 days of crying in school, 1 reason.

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x3sammii
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April 26, 2012 9:18pm UTC

Before you think about giving up, think about the reason you held on for so long.

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x3sammii
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April 26, 2012 8:13pm UTC

TIME TO BREAK OUT THE LONG-SLEEVED SHIRTS & BRACELETS.

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x3sammii
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April 26, 2012 7:40pm UTC

I'm 99% sure you don't like me,
but it's that 1% that keeps me holding on.