i just want to vent...i had (have?) this best friend. shes the best. shes soooo nice, everyone loves her, shes really fun to be around, shes suuuper gorgeous.. well, thats not the point, but its all true! i felt really lucky to have her as my friend, always by my side when i needed someone to talk to. shes the best friend anyone could ask for. so we went to middle school together for 3 years, but those three years just ended and now were at seperate schools. whats even worse, all my other really good friends go to different schools than me. it sucks. a lot. i feel like i don't have a best (or good) friend anymore. i feel like i can't be myself at school. and i'm not! i'm that kind of person who is loud and funny around their good friends but quieter with other people. soooo now i just get upset A LOT. i miss all of my friends. i cling onto the past too much. i feel like i don't have anyone to talk to, and the only way to get all of this out is by typing it out on witty. how sad. and what makes me even more upset is seeing my best friend really happy at her new school. shes herself. her loud, crazy, outgoing self with a million friends. i feel lost. andd my lunch table sucks! i feel awkward with just three other girls who get along perfectly. soo... i would be surprised if you even read half way through this, but i just had to get it all out. i don't know if it helped much.. i don't know how to shake this feeling. hopefully this will all make me stonger in the end<3 i love you soo much if you read all of this.
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