your first love;
you know who I’m talking about.
the only boy you've ever really
fallen for, and you know that
it's true love. it's none of the silly,
immature love that people claim
they do after a couple of weeks;
you've got honesty and loyalty;
you fight and yet you still love
because you both know what you
want. you both know that you were
meant for each other so you wouldn't
want to mess things up. no matter
how many times you fight, you know
deep down that you could never truly
be mad at them. to think that they
were out of your life before is just
simply amazing how you ever lived
before at all. not a day goes by
without you constantly thinking about
them and it scares the hell out of you
to think "if I’m so in love with this one
person, this person that I love with
everything I have, how do other people
move on and love another?" you're so
emotionally attached to this boy that
you're so s c a r e d to love someone else.
this boy taught you the real meaning of
love and you never thought you had love in
you until he came along and showed you.
you never knew the meaning of jealousy
was until every time he mentioned a girl,
it made you want to make sure that you
were the best thing he has. everything you've
dreamt up of a perfect boy was nothing
compared to what this boy has because it
made you see that not everything you want is
everything you need. you'll never forget the
boy that changed your whole life because
h e ' s y o u r b e s t f r i e n d,
and the love of your life.