videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6224306
Of course I do. You're all I think about. But just.. Bleh all this stuff.. It's so much extra on me.. I ignore everything from everyone.... Just to be with you... Blah.. Youtubbeeey
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6217129
If you fall, I feel it. Like I said, friends.. That's why I'm not gunna just go off and date someone else.. That doesn't even seem like something I want to do. When you move on I will too. I'm not an , I'm not going to do that to you. But you have to try okay? It's no hassle. Anything I do for people I love is not a hassle.
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6214792
Erm youtube much?
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6205031
-_-... That was the same day.. Didn't have much time to think about it. Seriously just.. Youtube will be fine.. Other then that.. Just a lil room.. I'm still all shaken up.. Sorry that I can't be there right now either.. I'd love to.. Just today? I was gunna write a lil bit.. And just lay down most of the day. I'm getting sleep again at proper times now but my body and mind are still exhausted.. I'll be fine in a lil bit more time.. That's all I need. Witty? This is just enough, perfect actually. Tomorrow I'll be up for a lil more. You don't need to be worrying about us today either... Don't worry about us, we can save the talking and planning for a couple days ahead. so don't stress out over this. Stay calm. have an okay day, I know it can't be a good one but atleast okay if anything.
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6186154
I cleaned my room so much , i invite it sounds kidish, but i really wanted you to come over and see.. We could sit on the floor, or my bed and play monopoly or watch a mivie..
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6186154
I wish it was just you and I...
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6128624
I didn't mean to hurt you, i didn't... I don't like her at all like that.. Nothing happened.. Doesn't count thati told you..? I'm trying to ne honest woth yoi.. I mean i love you... I love you.. It was just aomething to do.. It didn't even mean anything.. I haven't snuck out to see you because it's not safe... We jusy got caught on the phone.. I'm not getting the job to look at ... I'm getting it so i can make somemoney and save up for a future that i want to have with you... Please call tomorrow.. We can talk it out... Can we please just talk...? Today on the phone? I was so happy.. I read all the letters you wrote.. I've been smiling ever since.. I started writing a journal for you.. I felt like when i said i didn.t want you hanging out with your friends.. I wanted you to know that i didn.t mind... I thought it woulda gone both ways.. I'm sorry.. I didn't know it would bother you that much... I've been trying real hard latelu, i mean you broke up woth me because tou stopped loving mw.. I disn't think you woulda cared so much about somwthing that didn't even happen.. I'm sorry... I just thought being honest would have made you happy.. And you knowing that i didn't do amything? I thought that would'vde gained me some truat from you.. I didn't know this would've hurt you so much.. If i sis thwn i would't have evwn thought about doinf it... I'm sorry.. Just... If anything.. One call to talk ablut what we're going to do.. If you want me gonw? You'll never hear about me again ;/
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6108153
Don't you know how much you mean to the world? I don't know you.. Not one bit. But I already want to talk to you and ask how you are and what you're thinking about. And if you were to go? There would atleast be one sad person. Mm Let's see here.. worried.. Nothing to be worried about. Right? If you worry then things Will happen. upset? Cry... Get it out. Just.. JUST CRY! Angry? Punch the crap outta that pillow. Maybe some cool wrestling moves! alone.. hmm.. need someone to talk to? Ask me. I can start talking to you. Suicidal? not on my watch you're not. Worthless? I don't waste my time. So.. Obviously... And you're young.. I'm 17 and have no clue what to do in life. Trust me. you have a lot of time. So my response... NO NO SUICIDE. ;/ if anything, you can talk to me.
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6110574
Happens too much anymore..
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6108368
*sigh* My friends and I call it 'Cameron responses'... Care to guess why XD
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6108894
I'm usually the first one to stop it.. -_- and the first one in the fight to have the bruises...
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6110575
People are such a drag anymore.. Is it the upbringing? I see nothing wrong with race or sexuality, as humans we cannot control how we feel. It's so inconsiderate for people to just say hateful things.. We can't change people but we can change the world.
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6108765
The feeling or loneliness is a hell to bear.. There's nothing to cure a broken heart.. Honestly? Nothing.. You can only do your best to patch it up and carry on.. If you think about it? It will haunt you and drive you to the brink of insanity.. Being sad.. It's unavoidable. Embrace it. Overcome it. I'm not saying to just do it because trust me.. It sucks. But we must live! And we must carry on. Try doing things.. To keep him off your mind. Hang out with friends.. Watch some movies. Talk to your parents or family. Anything helps.
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6109331
Do it with confidence. No reason to be scared! Just do it! And what's the worst that's going to happen? Pfft did you even try to think about the worst!? Why! Waste of time, he's gunna say yes.. Why not?! riigghht ;D
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6107758
@_@ I was able to go a day with out the eating part.. I messed up on the swearing. (I'm not Muslim I just live within the community) It's hard doing what you do but if you follow the practice seriously then you have dedication and it is recognized.
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6109370
No reason to have to grow up, take the adult things and mix em' with all the fun of being a moron! Erm.. That's just kinda how I have fun! XD
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 6013496
I'd love to share my problems to caring strangers, but there's no point.. I use this site as a way to talk to her.. The love of my life.. Thank you for caring, it means the world I know how you feel when someone is in pain. I just want to talk to her about things.. I want to tell her how I feel and what I think. I want to tell her what bothers me and how I can fix things that bother her.. It's nothing against any of you. It's just that.. She's her.. And I love her.
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 5923271
Probably not. Really didn't think I was gunna go in the first place.
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 5516612
Deep breath a some sleep, and maybe school to start so that you can get some kind've normalcy in your life again.
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videokid1111 · 1 decade ago on quote 5432426
572 9517
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