Vent #5
I know this is long, but please read.
As you can see, this vent is a little different than the normal vents posted on this account. This one was one of the hardest ones to post, because it's mine...
I need to come clean about something.
I'm a lesbian.
It has taken me a while to come to terms with it, but I have finally accepted it.
I want to come out, if not to my friends at school (and definitely not my family - I'm not ready to do that yet) I want to come out to my Witty family. Everyday is like a war, and I'm sick of fighting. I just need to tell someone who I really am.
The thing is, I'm scared to post this on my personal account, as there are a few people on there that I have somewhat lied to.
I told them I had an ex-boyfriend and that I missed our relationship...
The truth is, I had one but I never had feelings for him. I just miss being friends with him. I was still in denial about my sexuality at the time and I wanted to keep up the illusion that I was sure of who I am.
I really, really want to post this on my personal Witty and come clean but first I need to know that you will all be supportive of me. If I face rejection on Witty, I'll never be able to come out at school...
I'm also scared of how the few people I decieved will react. They're some of my closest friends and I know I hate being lied to, I don't want them to think I don't trust them.
I'm NOT doing this for faves in the least bit. This is one hundred percent true.
I'm honestly asking for support. NOT a top quote.
If you took the time to read this whole thing,
I absolutely love you.
rebecca*
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