shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
Well, it is truly gorgeous.
One day I hope you have a son that makes you smile like Alec makes me.
It's the best feeling in the world and you truly deserve it beautiful♥ reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
Haha, you can visit him, but no stealing! ;)
Thank you, that's very sweet. He is a very handsome little man, just like his daddy! :)
Your ultrasound is very sweet too.. I could never get one of Alec like that.. It is perfect♥
reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
Thank you very very much..
He is everything to me♥ reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
Could you do me possibly?
I'm thinking about leaving witty, and, idk, I guess I just need inspiration w
to stay, or hate to leave. reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
You are so strong and amazing and I'm sorry you had to go through all you have..
Can I ask who you named your baby after? reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
Awe! Well I hope everything works out perfect for you! You deserve it dearest! :D reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
Well then you need to let him know that so you don't have to put up an act! If he can't handle you at your worst then he doesn't deserve you at your best. Whoever you want to be with needs to know how you're feeling or else they aren't really in love with you, they're in love with your act. reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
Oh my..
That does tend to complicate things..
Has he ever talked about moving back down, or you moving up there? reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
So why don't you just go ahead and date?
Scared if you break up you'll lose him? reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
Humm..
So are you guys like, friends, best friends, casual friends..?
And have you ever talked to him about it? reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
Awe :)
Who is this he? reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
Well, what makes ya happy?
There has to be something besides the pain..
Like flowers, photography, sports, anything..? reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
So you prefer being sad over happy? reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
Huh.
I've honestly never heard that before.
Why is the sadness addicting? Is it just because you've known it for so long and it feels safe, or...? reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
I do.
other things can tell stories to though, you know?
Like a genuine smile?
Or even a frown in the beginning?
Expressing yourself, making people listen to you, letting it out maybe for the first time?
Scars only tell a story in your mind. But you, you can tell the one that's going to matter. The full recount of what really happened. Only you can.
The pills may numb the pain, or make you feel good, but it's only an illusion to what's really happening; your feelings being shoved into a box made of knives, and every time you take a pill to push it back where it belongs, it lets go of a knife and the knife hits your state of being, the state that isn't high. The state that feels the real pain..
I know. It sounds crazy. I probably am crazy. But, it's the only way i can describe it. reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
You're more than welcome..
I'm being serious though..
Any time, night or day, even if I'm a last resort, I'm here.. reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
Yeah, I understand.
Could you just not find other ways to cope, or is it just more effective to you?
i'm sorry for all of the questions, i'm just trying to understand.
Everyone's different, and I don't want to treat everyone that I talk to the same.. Believe me, that happened to me and it just really, idk, peed me off that I was trying to talk to someone about everything and they sounded like a robot with their questions and stuff, like they just got done with the same mechanical method with the last person; like a therapist.
We're all bright and extremely stunning on the inside, and we should be treated like it. reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/5454590
http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/5441897
It's not spam, promise.
Please take the time, that's all I'm asking.
Someones always here.
Stay Strong, Stay Beautiful reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
:(
If you don't mind my asking, what made you start cutting and popping in the first place?
If you don't want to say anything, it's fine. We all have our reasons.
reply
shelbyAcolin
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1 decade ago
I understand. The wanting to feel something, something fiery enough to burn through the numbness.. I getchya..
And I'm sure you've heard this before, but cutting isn't the only you can do to make you feel alive again.. :/
Battle wounds are one thing, but, you're too beautiful to mar your skin just to make sure of something that can be reasoned through, and I truly believe you're strong enough to do it. I know you can.
I noticed on your profile it says "I wish you could see the real me.." It may sound cheesy, but I really want to.. reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
Well, it is truly gorgeous.
One day I hope you have a son that makes you smile like Alec makes me.
It's the best feeling in the world and you truly deserve it beautiful♥
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
Haha, you can visit him, but no stealing! ;)
Thank you, that's very sweet. He is a very handsome little man, just like his daddy! :)
Your ultrasound is very sweet too.. I could never get one of Alec like that.. It is perfect♥
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
Thank you very very much..
He is everything to me♥
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
Could you do me possibly?
I'm thinking about leaving witty, and, idk, I guess I just need inspiration w
to stay, or hate to leave.
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
You are so strong and amazing and I'm sorry you had to go through all you have..
Can I ask who you named your baby after?
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
Awe! Well I hope everything works out perfect for you! You deserve it dearest! :D
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
Well then you need to let him know that so you don't have to put up an act! If he can't handle you at your worst then he doesn't deserve you at your best. Whoever you want to be with needs to know how you're feeling or else they aren't really in love with you, they're in love with your act.
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
Oh my..
That does tend to complicate things..
Has he ever talked about moving back down, or you moving up there?
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
So why don't you just go ahead and date?
Scared if you break up you'll lose him?
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
Humm..
So are you guys like, friends, best friends, casual friends..?
And have you ever talked to him about it?
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
Awe :)
Who is this he?
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
Well, what makes ya happy?
There has to be something besides the pain..
Like flowers, photography, sports, anything..?
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
So you prefer being sad over happy?
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
Huh.
I've honestly never heard that before.
Why is the sadness addicting? Is it just because you've known it for so long and it feels safe, or...?
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
I do.
other things can tell stories to though, you know?
Like a genuine smile?
Or even a frown in the beginning?
Expressing yourself, making people listen to you, letting it out maybe for the first time?
Scars only tell a story in your mind. But you, you can tell the one that's going to matter. The full recount of what really happened. Only you can.
The pills may numb the pain, or make you feel good, but it's only an illusion to what's really happening; your feelings being shoved into a box made of knives, and every time you take a pill to push it back where it belongs, it lets go of a knife and the knife hits your state of being, the state that isn't high. The state that feels the real pain..
I know. It sounds crazy. I probably am crazy. But, it's the only way i can describe it.
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
You're more than welcome..
I'm being serious though..
Any time, night or day, even if I'm a last resort, I'm here..
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
Yeah, I understand.
Could you just not find other ways to cope, or is it just more effective to you?
i'm sorry for all of the questions, i'm just trying to understand.
Everyone's different, and I don't want to treat everyone that I talk to the same.. Believe me, that happened to me and it just really, idk, peed me off that I was trying to talk to someone about everything and they sounded like a robot with their questions and stuff, like they just got done with the same mechanical method with the last person; like a therapist.
We're all bright and extremely stunning on the inside, and we should be treated like it.
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/5454590
http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/5441897
It's not spam, promise.
Please take the time, that's all I'm asking.
Someones always here.
Stay Strong, Stay Beautiful
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
:(
If you don't mind my asking, what made you start cutting and popping in the first place?
If you don't want to say anything, it's fine. We all have our reasons.
reply
shelbyAcolin · 1 decade ago
I understand. The wanting to feel something, something fiery enough to burn through the numbness.. I getchya..
And I'm sure you've heard this before, but cutting isn't the only you can do to make you feel alive again.. :/
Battle wounds are one thing, but, you're too beautiful to mar your skin just to make sure of something that can be reasoned through, and I truly believe you're strong enough to do it. I know you can.
I noticed on your profile it says "I wish you could see the real me.." It may sound cheesy, but I really want to..
reply