Another "oh how awful" Another "oh it's such a shame" Funny how when you kill yourself, everyone knows your name. Another "she was so beautiful" Another "we didn't see the signs" It wasn't that hard to notice, if you'd only opened your eyes. Another "how much we loved her" Another "she was such a lovely girl" But you never really noticed her, until she chose to leave the world. Another "I can't believe she did it" Another "I didn't think she'd dare" Did she really have to end her life for others to show they care? Another "oh I miss her dearly" Another "I wish she was still here" Just keep in mind, you're the reason she disappeared.
Please, don't expect too much from me. I may look like I have it together, but I'm not sure how much longer I can handle this. I'd rather just let you down now, than have you think I'm going to make it. I'll tell you right now, I won't.
They're not just scars. They're what I've become. They're lonely nights. They're insults. They're insecurities. They're emotions. They're your fault. not mine
I know what it's like to want to die how it hurts to smile how to try to fit in but you can't how you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing that's in the inside