So yesterday one of my friends
And her boyfriend of 9 months broke up
He was her first love, the best shes had so far
I wanted so bad to tell her that it will stop hurting
I wanted to tell her that he will fade and youll forget him
But that would be a lie, i know its not true
Jakob and I broke up after 3months of dating
I fell in love with him, i still am. I still cry, i still hurt
Its been almost 8 months since we broke up
I have a video on my ipod of us...
He has his arms around me, hes holding me, im laughing
I watch it when i need to see him, when i need to see my real smile
And i cry. Every god damn time, i dont think a day will ever go by
Where i can watch that video and not cry, not remember what we had
So no matter how much i want to tell her that the pain and heartbroken feeling will go
I cant, because its not true, he will never fade, it will never stop hurting
Because your first love, is a kid you will never forget, im still working on it
I miss him, more then i have ever missed anyone.. and i always will
No matter how hard i try to forget him, he will always have that piece of my heart
That i can never get back
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