16 months.
Yes that's the amount of [ time ] I spent obsessing
( over you. ) And the funny thing is, not even for a
second of that time were you even > m i n e. < So
why did it take me {( this long )} to realize your just
not _ worth it? _ Maybe it was the :: f a n t a s i e s::
the ones that kept >| r e p l a y i n g |< in my head.
Or maybe it was the sheer fact that I ( liked ) the__*
idea of l_o_v_i_n_g you, even though I knew you
would [[ n e v e r ]] feel the same way. Or maybe it
was the memories. The times when I was [ almost ]
(( p o s i t i v e )) you liked me too, or the short stint
of friendship we had. But [( whatever )] it was, I now
> understand < what a s t r o n g hold it had on me.
Everything I did ({ r e v o l v e d }) a r o u n d you.**
Everytime I saw you I stopped :: b r e a t h i n g. :: _*
But ( why? ) Now that I think of it you're not even that
cute, and you were hands down the _ m e a n e s t _
person I've ever met, ([ especially ]) to me. But I guess
it doesn't matter >> a n y m o r e . << It doesn't matter
why it took so long for me to ( let go ) of some s t u p i d
( dream. ) All I can say is I'm glad I'm f i n a l l y, truly_*
*__over you__*
OMGOSH! my besttt ventt ever.
miiine half colorr, i dont even
care about ratings i just needed
to write this<3