I don't care if you read this. just letting my feelings outt.
He acts like he likes me. he really does. he said the sweetest thing. i told him i hate someone, and he said idk who that is and i said he's a douche, and he said i will kill him. today i had my friends phone, and off there phone i texted him and said will u go out with me, and he said *my name* give *her name* her phone back! i said how did you know? and he said cos i know you! and then there was one time he was on the phone with my friend, and they were talking about me and she was like what would u do if i told u she was listening to this and he said i know she isnt. she would be laughing. i know her. trust me. and there i was, shoving my face in a pillow...trying not to laugh. we are perfect together, he knows i like him, and he told me he doesnt want to hurt me, because he doesnt like me like that so i should get over him. his words say one thing..his actions say another.
I hate boys.