Dear witty girls:
I found happiness(: only problem is....there's two of them. I'll call them Gerard & Bradley. (Not that one is hotter than the other...I'm not judging by looks..and besides. I can't decide whether Gerard Butler or Bradley Cooper is hotter ;D)
Gerard:
I met him through my aunt. Family friends. I've known him for about a year. He doesn't have a dad...never knew him. Still doesn't. He's so sweet! Doesn't go to my school. He says I'd be his princess....Last night....we went ice skating. He didn't know how. But he tried. For me. We went shopping after that...He kissed me. Best kiss I've ever had!!!!
Bradley:
I've known him for over five years. He's my BEST FRIEND. He rejected me so many times in junior high...switched schools after that-his mom made him..he doesn't have the greatest home life, either...when I was in my long serious relationship, he promised if he ever got the chance, he'd take me to be mine. He's super sweet so sensitive and tells me things he won't tell anyone else. He's hurt my friends...hooked up with & hurt my cousin...but I don't care. I KNOW what I'd be getting into. He's my everything. He treats me the way no other guy does. Tonight, we hung out....and he kissed me before he got outta the car.
So here's my problem! what do I do?!?! I don't want to hurt either of them. All I've done lately is ruin everything for everyone-hurt the people I care about....I can't talk to my friends about this. Not alot of them know I cut myself. Not alot of them know I kissed both of them. So what do I do? Help me, girls! I love them both as friends; brothers; BEST friends....I'm so scared to ever fall fall in love again...I don't wanna break any hearts here, believe me. I don't wanna lose either of them as friends.
Once again,
I am lost.