iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
I'm sorry I don't mean to make you feel that way. I know we haven't talked recently and i'm sorry. I don't mean to upset you or make you upset. Or self conscious. I'm sorry I love you I don't mean to upset you. reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
I still think about what I told you. At this point its a thought of possibilities. Who knows. Lately i've just felt sad and useless. I don't do anything anymore I sit at home and play a game for hours on end and sleep. Thats my life. I get nothing from it. Everything i seem to do seems to have 0 value and takes me no where. I'm just sick of being sad,stressed our. I have no feeling of belonging . I just feel kind of useless. reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
I love you and I miss you too. I'm glad you decided to come out. I'm excited for you to actually meet my family. It will be fun. May be a little awkward at first. If you have an hard time sleeping we can sit up all night and watch movies and tv together. My homecoming will be fun. I'll show you off to my friends and we can have fun and slow dance for a long time. I'm glad youre finally coming to see me for a change. It will be odd having you here but it will be great. I'm sure Marika welcomes you with open arms. reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
No you shouldn't have reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
I love you. I'm sorry. I was just telling you how I felt. You don't have to feel this way. You don't have to be alone you don't have to stop talking to me. reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
no you don't leeana. calm down. you're just upset . don't beat yourself up reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
you dont upset me or me off reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
you don't bother me Leeana reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
I'm just sorry. I do try. I don't try to hurt you at all. I just try to make myself heard sometimes. I feel like sometimes you don't listen to me. When all i want you to do is hear me out. reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
I'm sorry Leeana. I'm trying . I just want us to stay together. Its just hard sometimes . Its always harder when everything is my fault. Everything is on me. I am the reason for everything. Nothing can go wrong with anything but me. Nothing i can do unless I do it right. The last few days when I ask for a few minutes its still on me. My fault I can't drop everything . When I do its already too late. Its my fault you can't wait for me. Can't wait 5-10 minutes for me to finish. All the time. I try but you need too as well. I'm sorry if this upsets you Leeana but I can't take the fall for everything. I get hurt to. Not just you. I'm sorry. I love you. I really don't even want you to read this. I just want things to be equal. It feels like its not. I feel like i'm the cause of everything. reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
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iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
I'm tired im sorry ._. reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
I feel the same way about getting closer. I like making you feel special. it makes me feel pretty great myself reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
I see something new and great in you everyday. When we're apart and when we're together . I love you Leeana
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iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
Okay babe you're the best. I'm glad you have kept me around. i dont know how i well i would function without you. You're the greatest girl in my life. I wish I could explain i feel in more then just a comment box. reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
Okay, then i'll be ready to help you are down or just need a hug or a kiss. reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
Not at all . I'm here to support you. reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
Yeah, don't worry I care about and you love you. I'll be there when you're emotional or need a hug. Its what im here for. I'm here for you and everything you are going to go through we can do it together. When you're cold you can wear my hoodie or my shirt and ill just hold you tight. reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
Of course and i'll hold you when you're scared. reply
iRideBikes
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1 decade ago
One step at a time? Baby steps ? like in a pool. We are start with dipping our feet in. reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
I'm sorry I don't mean to make you feel that way. I know we haven't talked recently and i'm sorry. I don't mean to upset you or make you upset. Or self conscious. I'm sorry I love you I don't mean to upset you.
reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
I still think about what I told you. At this point its a thought of possibilities. Who knows. Lately i've just felt sad and useless. I don't do anything anymore I sit at home and play a game for hours on end and sleep. Thats my life. I get nothing from it. Everything i seem to do seems to have 0 value and takes me no where. I'm just sick of being sad,stressed our. I have no feeling of belonging . I just feel kind of useless.
reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
I love you and I miss you too. I'm glad you decided to come out. I'm excited for you to actually meet my family. It will be fun. May be a little awkward at first. If you have an hard time sleeping we can sit up all night and watch movies and tv together. My homecoming will be fun. I'll show you off to my friends and we can have fun and slow dance for a long time. I'm glad youre finally coming to see me for a change. It will be odd having you here but it will be great. I'm sure Marika welcomes you with open arms.
reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
No you shouldn't have
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iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
I love you. I'm sorry. I was just telling you how I felt. You don't have to feel this way. You don't have to be alone you don't have to stop talking to me.
reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
no you don't leeana. calm down. you're just upset . don't beat yourself up
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iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
you dont upset me or me off
reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
you don't bother me Leeana
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iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
I'm just sorry. I do try. I don't try to hurt you at all. I just try to make myself heard sometimes. I feel like sometimes you don't listen to me. When all i want you to do is hear me out.
reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
I'm sorry Leeana. I'm trying . I just want us to stay together. Its just hard sometimes . Its always harder when everything is my fault. Everything is on me. I am the reason for everything. Nothing can go wrong with anything but me. Nothing i can do unless I do it right. The last few days when I ask for a few minutes its still on me. My fault I can't drop everything . When I do its already too late. Its my fault you can't wait for me. Can't wait 5-10 minutes for me to finish. All the time. I try but you need too as well. I'm sorry if this upsets you Leeana but I can't take the fall for everything. I get hurt to. Not just you. I'm sorry. I love you. I really don't even want you to read this. I just want things to be equal. It feels like its not. I feel like i'm the cause of everything.
reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
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iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
I'm tired im sorry ._.
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iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
I feel the same way about getting closer. I like making you feel special. it makes me feel pretty great myself
reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
I see something new and great in you everyday. When we're apart and when we're together . I love you Leeana
reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
Okay babe you're the best. I'm glad you have kept me around. i dont know how i well i would function without you. You're the greatest girl in my life. I wish I could explain i feel in more then just a comment box.
reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
Okay, then i'll be ready to help you are down or just need a hug or a kiss.
reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
Not at all . I'm here to support you.
reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
Yeah, don't worry I care about and you love you. I'll be there when you're emotional or need a hug. Its what im here for. I'm here for you and everything you are going to go through we can do it together. When you're cold you can wear my hoodie or my shirt and ill just hold you tight.
reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
Of course and i'll hold you when you're scared.
reply
iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
One step at a time? Baby steps ? like in a pool. We are start with dipping our feet in.
reply