I call it a debate,
it's usually about religion or politics or something of that sort.
Usually it's fun, but everytime we have 'debates' i always feel like im losing him again.
I feel like I did when he broke up with me,
I feel like I did when he started questioning whether we were even friends, I feel like I do whenever I make him sad or mad...
if only he knew how much I care about keeping everyone around me happy,
even if I'm not happy, atleast everyone else is
if only he knew how I care way more about his happiness then almost everyone else's