This is my fault.
Everything, (( all of this. )) It's my fault we never talk, I was [ too ] shy. I should've
listened when people told me I > > shouldn't < < like you; it all fails in the long run.
{ ( I w a s d e t e r m i n e d t o p r o v e t h e m a l l w r o n g . ) }
I was too »¦ stubborn, ¦« too young to :: know :: what I was getting myself into.
Too blind to see how hopeless it all was. It was a dead-end road from the beginning.
But it's { [ too late ] } to turn back now; I love you so much it hurts. So here I am,
stuck in this world I created for > myself. < Thinking I have a chance, you love me
back. You want me, you [ care ] about me, you // want // me to be strong...
Those lies, those fantasies, those are what ( hurt me the most. ) These crazy ideas
I came up with, >> not only << are they a load of crap, but they're [[ ruining ]] me.
How could I let it get this far, without -x- realizing how much -x- I was covering up?
{ ( I w a s i n d e n i a l o f t h e t r u t h . T h a t ' s w h y . ) }
Protecting myself from the pain could > > only last < < so long, anyways.
It's my fault you like her, too. I ( ( had my chance ) ) and I blew it. Let it go, just
cause I was scared. -x- I couldn't have been more insecure. -x- This is my fault.
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