I don’t understand.
I just don’t get it, why have I been attracted to you all this time? You have no idea how to carry on a conversation, and your lack of emotion is appalling. Yes, you have those dreamy eyes and the most amazing laugh, but you’re obnoxious. I should probably hate you for that, to be honest. That and the fact that you constantly ignore me. Back when I first started falling for you, you were sweet and caring and spoke what you were thinking. I miss that you. The one that came up behind me and whispered our stupid inside jokes in my ear. The one that would walk with me to my classes. The one that didn’t flirt with girls in front of me. The one that would never make me cry... the one that wanted to be with me. But you’re nothing like that anymore, I just don’t understand why I still get butterflies when you sign on, and the fact that I can’t hold back a smile when you look at me. I have nowhere else to go? Maybe. Or maybe it’s because I’m waiting for you to change back to what you used to be; the boy who was capable of making a decent, faithful relationship, with me. I guess that’s it.