awalien36
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1 decade ago
hey! well when i was on last night he wasnt and i knew he had work so i didnt text him, but i liked his status this morning ! haha reply
awalien36
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1 decade ago
thank you ! it really helps, im scared, but we will hope for the best. thanks for the help ! reply
awalien36
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1 decade ago
commenting on my quote i guess reply
awalien36
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1 decade ago
honestly, there so much going on. like so much. and i hold it all in. i have no one that i cantalk to in person. like my cousins going into the army next year, my moms sick, my parents are getting a devorice , i randomly stop eating, i def. dont sleep enough, boys always hurt/take advantage of me, i have like zero self confidence, and saying stuff like this makes me feel worse because i know people out there have a WAAAAY harder life then i do. reply
so first my best friend is like depressed, and she never told me. she told me she felt like she had no one to talk to? and like how a i supposed to get mad at her for that? it could only make her feel worse. shes on depression pills, but the funny thing is, she doesn't know that im staring to get depressed too. and i feel like it is always about her and never about me. but that sounds way too bitchy to say to her. so instead i keep it inside. but for why im always sad here goes;
on top of all that i really like this boy. he is two years older then me and he is really sweet. i met him at school like three months ago, and like a week after i met him he started messinging me on facebook and we would talk fro like hours. he would say really cute things too. like once he said something and i was just like " oh i know im so amazing ;) haha jk." and he was like " no ! you really are ;D" and i said " awh , thank you you are too !" but sometimes it wasn't so cute, like he was randomly like " blow me." and i was like " sure. haha" and he was like" .. i wasn't kidding." and i was like "me either." but then we like quickly changed the conversation. and then after a while we just like slowly stopped talking on face book and we texted a couple of times. we waved to each other at school but it was hard to see him where he is like two years older. one night he even called me and we talked for like ten minutes. and i really like him. but we just haven't talked since then. that was October 21? i think. now like at school when i see him we just kind of awkwardly look at each other. his friends say that they think he likes me but like, i keep getting hurt over him. and im afraid to talk to him because like all of his friends know i like him and i dont want to embarrass him. oh ! and there's a rumor going around school that he hooked up with my cousin, which might be the reason he stopped talking to me. SO, what im really asking is , what should i do ? like he means the world to me, and i don't want to loose him. i knew he liked me in the beginning but i don't know if he does anymore.. i want to be with him because i realllyyyyy like him. haha thank you for reading all of this and thank you in advance for your help !! (: reply
awalien36
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1 decade ago
i actually tried cutting once, and it didnt feel like it helpped me. it just made me hate myself more.. but i hope youre better(: reply
awalien36
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1 decade ago
thank you, do you mind if i like completely let like everything out ? like.. now ? haha reply
awalien36 · 1 decade ago
hey! well when i was on last night he wasnt and i knew he had work so i didnt text him, but i liked his status this morning ! haha
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
thank you ! it really helps, im scared, but we will hope for the best. thanks for the help !
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
commenting on my quote i guess
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
honestly, there so much going on. like so much. and i hold it all in. i have no one that i cantalk to in person. like my cousins going into the army next year, my moms sick, my parents are getting a devorice , i randomly stop eating, i def. dont sleep enough, boys always hurt/take advantage of me, i have like zero self confidence, and saying stuff like this makes me feel worse because i know people out there have a WAAAAY harder life then i do.
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
sorry ! haha
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
awh thank you ! ill be here for you too (:
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
thank you, ill be here for youu too(:
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
i do, but i just like wrote a book on someones profile. but that comment means so much to me. thankyouthankyou
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
haha im sorry to here that, and i do, but im deleting it.. haha too much drama
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
okay here goes !
so first my best friend is like depressed, and she never told me. she told me she felt like she had no one to talk to? and like how a i supposed to get mad at her for that? it could only make her feel worse. shes on depression pills, but the funny thing is, she doesn't know that im staring to get depressed too. and i feel like it is always about her and never about me. but that sounds way too bitchy to say to her. so instead i keep it inside. but for why im always sad here goes;
on top of all that i really like this boy. he is two years older then me and he is really sweet. i met him at school like three months ago, and like a week after i met him he started messinging me on facebook and we would talk fro like hours. he would say really cute things too. like once he said something and i was just like " oh i know im so amazing ;) haha jk." and he was like " no ! you really are ;D" and i said " awh , thank you you are too !" but sometimes it wasn't so cute, like he was randomly like " blow me." and i was like " sure. haha" and he was like" .. i wasn't kidding." and i was like "me either." but then we like quickly changed the conversation. and then after a while we just like slowly stopped talking on face book and we texted a couple of times. we waved to each other at school but it was hard to see him where he is like two years older. one night he even called me and we talked for like ten minutes. and i really like him. but we just haven't talked since then. that was October 21? i think. now like at school when i see him we just kind of awkwardly look at each other. his friends say that they think he likes me but like, i keep getting hurt over him. and im afraid to talk to him because like all of his friends know i like him and i dont want to embarrass him. oh ! and there's a rumor going around school that he hooked up with my cousin, which might be the reason he stopped talking to me. SO, what im really asking is , what should i do ? like he means the world to me, and i don't want to loose him. i knew he liked me in the beginning but i don't know if he does anymore.. i want to be with him because i realllyyyyy like him. haha thank you for reading all of this and thank you in advance for your help !! (:
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
i actually tried cutting once, and it didnt feel like it helpped me. it just made me hate myself more.. but i hope youre better(:
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
thank you, do you mind if i like completely let like everything out ? like.. now ? haha
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
thank you!
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
thank you !
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
thank you!
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
haha, i couldnt agree more
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
awh thank you ! you too , youre gorgeous !
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
ill give it a shot, i might see him monday, fingeers crossed
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
i dont know, i think he likes me but what if he doesnt ? i dont want to ruin our friendship
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awalien36 · 1 decade ago
i'll be here if you ever need me too(:
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