everything sucks.
why did you leave dad. was I not enough to keep you here? i'm sorry, mom. I'm sorry I can't be happy & joyful, and perfect.I can't be that daughter. I can't be the girl who goes out & haves fun with her friends, and I sure as hell can't be the girl who talks to you about my problems.I can't sleep at night. I can't stop crying once I start. I cry in the shower so you won't see, mom.I hate being this way, so sad & depressed.but since dad died, everythings wrong.I hate life. I hate myself.I hate what I look like & what I've become.I hate everything.