5/31/12Dear Witty,Today was the first day in a while when I woke up without being tired. It felt great. I had coffee for the first time tiday, which reminded me that even though I have to grow up doesn't mean that I won't ever try new things. I got to walk in the halls with him today. I know that it honestly doesn't seem like much; walking and talking together, but every second I have with him makes my day, and when you think about it; brushing arms, close enough to kiss, looking into his eyes, being able to smell his cologne, and having him smiling and laughing with you is amazing. I tried to not eat today though. I skipped breakfast and tried to skip lunch, but by the time we were in the cafeteria I was famished and I couldn't do it. I checked my weight yesterday and I was disgusted with myself. I looked in the mirror and I hated my body. I wanted to stop eating, but I just wasn't strong enough. The thing is, though, when I'm with him I don't feel ugly and fat. He makes me feel pretty and happy. Once, we were walking in the halls and he just started singing One Thing and it made my whole day. I know he wasn't singing it to me, but I didn't care. I'm gonna leave it off here. Bye.Yours Truly,A Self-Conscious Girl
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