TheDiaryOfAGirlThatsBroken
·
1 decade ago
i honestly don't know what to do. i feel absolutely worthless. i never feel good enough, ever. i get like this so often, and it's starting to scare me. i haven't cut since i believe november. but tonight i feel so weak, like i'm just going to collapse any second. and i know there's probably something wrong with me. but i can't stand to tell my parents. i can't stand disappointing them. i hate feeling like a disappointment, it's honestly the worst feeling in the world. knowing that you tried your best, but that it still wasn't good enough. ever since i moved i've been like this. most nights are good. but then i come across these kind of nights that come at complete random, where i just feel like nothing is worth anything anymore. when i just feel numb to the entire world, like i'm only going through the motions. and it makes me sick to my stomach. reply
TheDiaryOfAGirlThatsBroken · 1 decade ago
i honestly don't know what to do. i feel absolutely worthless. i never feel good enough, ever. i get like this so often, and it's starting to scare me. i haven't cut since i believe november. but tonight i feel so weak, like i'm just going to collapse any second. and i know there's probably something wrong with me. but i can't stand to tell my parents. i can't stand disappointing them. i hate feeling like a disappointment, it's honestly the worst feeling in the world. knowing that you tried your best, but that it still wasn't good enough. ever since i moved i've been like this. most nights are good. but then i come across these kind of nights that come at complete random, where i just feel like nothing is worth anything anymore. when i just feel numb to the entire world, like i'm only going through the motions. and it makes me sick to my stomach.
reply