SummerFlower
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1 decade ago
...u were right he left me :/ and i know hes not gonna come back reply
SummerFlower
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1 decade ago
yay i helped someone with something im usally not much help :/ reply
SummerFlower
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1 decade ago
you'll find the one dont give up reply
SummerFlower
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1 decade ago
I was talking about Elijah Dole :/ reply
SummerFlower
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1 decade ago
I'm scared though to let him go and lose him. He is a jerk i know but i still love him with all my heart. People tell me that he'll hurt me and break my heart easily. I don't want people telling me to leave him just because he is able to do that. I want to see how he is with me if he truly loves me. That he will never leave and he will be part of my future. When I close my eyes I know that he will still be holding on to me. He may act like a pedofile but he really isn't. He's not afraid to tell a girl what he thinks. He speaks his mind. I don't want someone perfect or who is a big liar. Sure he is gonna lie sometimes, everyone does it's life and sometimes you have to. But I believe him and love him. But the way I don't want to be hurt is him leaving me after just one time in bed with him. That's why i won't do it. I'm afraid to any way. I'm insecure about it. People finding out calling me names. I'm already called a , , , hoe, , cutter, anorexic and alot of other painful stuff. Imagine how bad it would be to not even be able to walk down the school halls and be stared at like I wasnt from this world. Rumors start "she's preggo" and other about it. And it all started from him just telling one person. HE did it. I probably won't be able to take it. Then me not breathing laying there. You can see I'm afraid for myself to. reply
SummerFlower
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1 decade ago
but i wont he wouldnt do that he knows my pain he wouldnt he promised he wouldnt leave that he'd stay forever reply
SummerFlower
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1 decade ago
no he really isnt i love him so much he is my everything he keeps me happy he holds me tight he may not talk to me at school but we hang out on the weekends. He isnt perfect and thats not what im looking for cuz sometimes flaws are cute in and ugly but still cute way reply
SummerFlower
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1 decade ago
you know that it is i hate the color pink reply
SummerFlower
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1 decade ago
Happy early birthday ;) reply
xodirectionerxo
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1 decade ago
haha thank you!!! its in fact, VERY early! reply
SummerFlower
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1 decade ago
You are my insperation and btw I love second chance i read it like four times I even wrote it out hope you don't mind that not near done i also typed it out :/ reply
SummerFlower
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1 decade ago
Your so gorgeous. I love falling in reverse my brother got me a falling in reverse t-shirt 4 christmas.your so luck to have a bf my last bf was a liar and cheater :/ reply
SummerFlower
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1 decade ago
Hey we need to hang out soon!
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SummerFlower
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1 decade ago
ur the only one that can make me laugh reply
SummerFlower
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1 decade ago
ik ur probably not gonna believe me but i look up to u ur my hero<3 if u ever wanna talk im here. u tell me almost about everything reply
SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
omfg I love brendon urie <3333
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SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
hahaha I' m on my new kindle fire :P
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SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
what? :/
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SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
...u were right he left me :/ and i know hes not gonna come back
reply
SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
yay i helped someone with something im usally not much help :/
reply
SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
you'll find the one dont give up
reply
SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
I was talking about Elijah Dole :/
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SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
I'm scared though to let him go and lose him. He is a jerk i know but i still love him with all my heart. People tell me that he'll hurt me and break my heart easily. I don't want people telling me to leave him just because he is able to do that. I want to see how he is with me if he truly loves me. That he will never leave and he will be part of my future. When I close my eyes I know that he will still be holding on to me. He may act like a pedofile but he really isn't. He's not afraid to tell a girl what he thinks. He speaks his mind. I don't want someone perfect or who is a big liar. Sure he is gonna lie sometimes, everyone does it's life and sometimes you have to. But I believe him and love him. But the way I don't want to be hurt is him leaving me after just one time in bed with him. That's why i won't do it. I'm afraid to any way. I'm insecure about it. People finding out calling me names. I'm already called a , , , hoe, , cutter, anorexic and alot of other painful stuff. Imagine how bad it would be to not even be able to walk down the school halls and be stared at like I wasnt from this world. Rumors start "she's preggo" and other about it. And it all started from him just telling one person. HE did it. I probably won't be able to take it. Then me not breathing laying there. You can see I'm afraid for myself to.
reply
SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
but i wont he wouldnt do that he knows my pain he wouldnt he promised he wouldnt leave that he'd stay forever
reply
SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
no he really isnt i love him so much he is my everything he keeps me happy he holds me tight he may not talk to me at school but we hang out on the weekends. He isnt perfect and thats not what im looking for cuz sometimes flaws are cute in and ugly but still cute way
reply
SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
you know that it is i hate the color pink
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SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
Happy early birthday ;)
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xodirectionerxo · 1 decade ago
haha thank you!!! its in fact, VERY early!
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SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
You are my insperation and btw I love second chance i read it like four times I even wrote it out hope you don't mind that not near done i also typed it out :/
reply
SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
Your so gorgeous. I love falling in reverse my brother got me a falling in reverse t-shirt 4 christmas.your so luck to have a bf my last bf was a liar and cheater :/
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SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
ur pretty
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SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
ur welcome... ur so pretty
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SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
i know
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SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
Hey we need to hang out soon!
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SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
ur the only one that can make me laugh
reply
SummerFlower · 1 decade ago
ik ur probably not gonna believe me but i look up to u ur my hero<3 if u ever wanna talk im here. u tell me almost about everything
reply