You know the feeling?
Where all you could ever want is to talk to him ; but that one thing got in your way, and now. now you're curled up in bed, earphone's in, listening to the music blare. its the only thing you can do to comfort yourself. you feel the rushing butterflies. the nerves. & at the same time, you can't help but feel time slipping through your fingers. the feeling that comes with almost getting what you want. being that close. But that one thing. it got you, didn't it? it stopped you. now all you want to do is make sure that it happens.
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Look ; i'm curled up on the floor, crying my eyes out inside, because on the outside, i'm silent, an everpresent face of security, the shoulder to cry on. i'm broken inside. and i want you so bad ; i just do the wrong things. /: please, let it work for me on Thursday.<33
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Please click the [ ♥ ] if you believe in me.):