Last Serenade*

Status: I Swear to God I Gonna Change the World

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STATUS:is it bad that i hate myself for feeling paranoid?

Hey, I'm Seth, 18, Long Island NY, just a sociopathic monster who likes to write

Last Serenade*
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December 30, 2014 1:31am UTC

What can i say? I have an addiction
to something so small yet so dangerous
held at hand
my own life
I'll burn it out well

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December 28, 2014 5:02am UTC

Dear Nobody,
I look in the mirror today, tonight at this very moment. I don't see myself anymore. No like i haven't seen myself before, its just...cloudier. I don't feel right. I don't feel like I have a self. A personality that i could call my own.. I'm faded, lying awake at night wondering how long before the next horrible crash will commence. I shouldn't think that way. I can't think like that. However, although it is apparaent that i have a good and perfect life. I am truly grateful for, of course. but i"m scared of losing it. I'm scared of not being able to talk to people. I want to help people. But i don't think I'm needed. Sometimes I feel like I'm just not there. That theres a barrier between me and a lot of my friends. I think it's myself to be honest. There's something wrong with me that doesn't let me get close to people. Theres just something wrong with me. I want to spend time with my old friend but it seems like I'm never around to be with him. I want to talk to all my other friends but I feel like i bother the hell out of them by texting first...I just..don't know what to do.. Everyone thinks I'm okay right now.. everyone just thinks I'm okay..
I'm okay...
~ S.K.B.

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October 4, 2014 11:40pm UTC

thank you for singing along when noone else cared for my song

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October 4, 2014 11:32pm UTC

i never realized how lucky I was to have met you

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September 15, 2014 11:16pm UTC

Dear God,
I'm writing this to say thank you for all that you've given me. Thank you for the great summer that has passed, thank you for giving me understanding teachers, thank you for giving me the oppurtunities to make the friends I've made, thank you for leading me to find a beautiful human being whom I care for very dearly, thank you for granting me many artistic oppurtunities, thank you for giving me the courage to not give up this summer and even tonight and even on the first week of school, thank you for the help you've given me, even though i don't always write to you or talk to you every day. You still listen to me out of all people that deserve your guidance. Just thank you. I know I still have a lot to work on and i still get depressed and down because of the bullies and my parents. I still get stressed to the max and I struggle pathetically during chorus and men's choir because i physically can't hit low keys no matter how hard i try. Haha i feel like my voice'll be gone by the end of this week by how much i strain it. But hey, you've given me so much comfort, now you are giving me challenges. And i have faith that you would never give me too much i can't handle. I trust that I will overcome my struggles oneday; hopefully soon. I'd like to once again say thank you for granting me this day. I was cheesing out the whole day even though i went through some cringey bully moments. Overall today was a great day and I can't wait for tomorrow. Hopefully that interview with the news people will go well tomorrow. I can't wait for medical emergencies either, oh my god hahaha. I trust that this will be my best year yet. Again, thank you for everything you've granted me so far, even the challenges that may come my way.
~ S.K.B.

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August 30, 2014 11:58pm UTC

You be my Anchor I'll be your wings

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August 30, 2014 8:20pm UTC

I'll be here by the ocean, just waiting for proof that
there are sunsets in silhouette dreams

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August 20, 2014 11:32pm UTC

Butterflies, inside jokes, fights, movie nights,
working, flirting, laughing, holding hands,
bro fists, hive fives, winks, smirks, eyes,
cheeks, hugs, kisses
. . .

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August 11, 2014 11:23pm UTC

. . .
. .
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So let me think of how to word it
Is it too soon to say 'perfect'?
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August 9, 2014 10:49am UTC

. . .
I like being alone. I can just sit down and look up at the night sky. I can determine whether I am good enough or not. I can start caring for myself for once
. . .

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August 9, 2014 10:35am UTC

. . . I wish I could tell you, but i'm too scared and you're too scared and love is just a scary thing . . .

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August 5, 2014 11:36pm UTC

Me: *stares at girl and smiles a little*
10 Year Old: You like her, don't you?
Me: Me? Her? Nah man nah.
10 Year Old: *stares at and smiles* Maybe your heart does but your mind is saying 'no'...
Me: *blushes* ya know what, kid? Shush.

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July 19, 2014 5:38pm UTC

. . . We're all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone who's weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutual weirdness and call it love . . .

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July 17, 2014 10:37pm UTC

. . . When I get really excited . . .

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July 17, 2014 2:25am UTC

That one friend you are in complete sync with

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July 15, 2014 10:07pm UTC

Thank you for showing me what I coudn't see in myself

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July 13, 2014 8:51pm UTC

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