& Lately iv'e been wondering a few things...
Do you still think about me?
Or is the only thing that crosses your mind, her now?
Do you miss me?
Because i miss you. with everything i've got.
when your with her, do you even take your gaze away from her, just to glance at me?
I always think about us, if there will ever be an "us" again.
I wonder if we'll ever have that burning passion for eachother again,
i really hope we do...
But deep down, i know we wont.
All the faith i had in us has disappeared.
i know your not going to come back to me.
Even after all the pormices you made.
I remember the day i first met you,
the day i first gave you a chance......
Right now, i wish i could take it all back.
i wish i didnt stay up untill 3 am crying because i miss you while you're sound asleep dreaming about her.
I wish that everythime you see me, with a smile on my face,
You knew that smile was fake.
i cant even find my smile anymore.
And you dont even seem to care.
But i understand;;;
I was and always will be last choice, second best...
I remember one night, just a few weeks ago, i recieved a text from you saying,
"you know im always here for you"
But when im feeling so alone,
you aren't even there for me like you said you would be.
I hate going through the long days and lonely, tear filled nights thinking about someone, whos got their mind on someone else
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