JamesLovesBeth

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Bethany, I'm sorry. I've been a selfish idiot. But I miss you, so much. I know you'd want me to be happy, to celebrate the fact that you really lived, even if it was only for 13 years... But it's nearly impossible. Every time I'm in a good mood, I suddenly think "How can you be happy? Your best friend is gone. You'll never see her amazing smile or hear her laugh again. She's gone."
I hate it. I hate cancer.
I love you.

Recovering.
James | 14 | East London

JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
February 28, 2012 1:27pm UTC

One year today.
On the 28th of February 2011, I lost my best friend to cancer.
She was only 13 years old.
I can't believe it's only been one year... It feels like so much longer.
For the past 12 months, I've been feeling so... empty.
I miss her so much... She was too young today.
28th February, 2011. I will never forget that day.
Rest In Peace, Bethany.
I love you.
- James

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JamesLovesBeth
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November 24, 2011 1:44pm UTC

Today is my best friend's 14th birthday..
She died almost 9 months ago.. R.I.P Bethany / LetTheFlamesBegin .. I hope you're partying with your dad and brother now. I love you. I promise I always will. ♥

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
November 22, 2011 1:26pm UTC

It's my best friend's 14th birthday in 2 days..
I don't know how I'm going to survive. :'/
- R.I.P Bethany.

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
November 22, 2011 1:05pm UTC

We are sick and we are tired,
We're all fools and worthless liars.

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
September 22, 2011 11:24am UTC

I'm made in England
I call it my kingdom
She may let me down,
she would never take a bow for me
Sold down the river,
Scream 'til they hear ya
And I'm still standing proud,
even as every town has fallen down to its knees.

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
September 20, 2011 2:09pm UTC

Nearly 7 months.
.___.

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
July 24, 2011 10:09am UTC

I've seen people here
making 'Fave this and I'll rate you out of 10' quotes, and they rate others 2.
TWO. Do you actually know how that can hurt people? Do you know how much it can lower a girl's self-esteem? Do you know how insecure it can make them feel?
I know this sounds really cheesy and everything, but if I ever made one of those quotes, I would give everyone 10. You all deserve it.

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
July 24, 2011 9:59am UTC

I'll stop the whole world
[ I ' l l s t o p t h e w h o l e w o r l d ]
From turning into a monster
& Eating us alive. <3

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
July 23, 2011 11:19am UTC

This time 1 month ago,
I would have just been sitting on my bed, staring at the wall, wishing that I could see
her again. I would have refused to be happy, and every time I was in a good mood I
would suddenly think "James, how can you be happy? Your best friend, the person
who you loved the most, the one person who really understood you... She's gone.
You'll never see her beautiful smile or hear her laugh again. She's gone."
& Now? Now I'm going to stop being a selfish idiot. She would have wanted me to be
happy, she always hated me being sad. Truth is, when I started school, I was blind.
I was always laughed at for being blind, and Bethany was the only one who didn't make
fun of me at some stage. Since then, I recovered from my blindness (don't ask how.)
and Bethany was still my best friend. I made more friends, but Bethany was always
the closest. I really loved her. Like I said, she always hated me being sad, and since
she died in front of me on that day - February 28th, 2011 - I've been more than sad.
I've been suicidal. But there's no more of that now. I'm not going to die for her, I'm
going to live for her. It's what she wants. I'm going to smile as often as I can, and I'm
going to celebrate the fact that she really lived, even if it was only for 13 years.
I'm on the road to recovery.
I love you, Bethany.
Rest in Peace.
[♥][♥][♥]

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
July 23, 2011 10:48am UTC

You don't just
"get over" your best friend dying.
But, I suppose I'm recovering.
Bethany, I'm sorry. I've been a selfish idiot. But I miss you so much.
R.I.P.
-James

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
June 29, 2011 11:05am UTC

I will stay forever here with you, my love;
The softly spoken words you gave me,
"Even in death, our love goes on."
And I can't love you, any more than I do...

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
June 29, 2011 10:50am UTC

You see the shelter as the storm
Holding wind to keep you warm
You are everything to me
This is why I have to leave
So sleep well, my angel.

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June 2, 2011 11:52am UTC

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May 12, 2011 12:49pm UTC

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JamesLovesBeth
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May 4, 2011 12:00pm UTC

I won't forget

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
April 24, 2011 9:47am UTC

I swear,
The next time I see a quote about JamesBrass I will SCREAM like Michael McIntyre.
Basically, it will be so high-pitched that I won't sound like a boy at all .__.

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
April 23, 2011 10:57am UTC

It's been nearly 2 months now
Since my best friend died.
And I still miss her more than anything.

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
April 18, 2011 11:18am UTC

James is back.
:/

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
March 31, 2011 11:20am UTC

You'll never know how much I miss her.

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JamesLovesBeth
posted a quote
March 28, 2011 11:00am UTC

One month today.
♥ R.I.P Bethany/LetTheFlamesBegin ♥
Beth,
Well. What can I say? I miss you. More than anything. I know, you'd hate to see my like this, but it's only been a month and already I don't know how I'm going to live my life without you. We've known each other since we were little kids, we grew up on the same street. We were best friends.. Best friends forever, right? Then stupid cancer had to ruin that, and you died too young. WAY too young. Remember when we were 7, and I was really sick in hospital? You and Tyler stayed with me the whole time, you refused to leave me. And Tyler told me, with those tears in his eyes, "James, if you die, I'll kill you!" Now Tyler's sick himself, and whenever I visit him, he's crying. He doesn't tell his mum, dad or ANYONE what's wrong - except me. He always says to me, as soon as I go in that door, he says "What if I die? Will I get to see our best friend Bethany again?" It's tearing me apart. I've already lost you, and I don't want to lose my other best friend. I love you both so much, it's crazy. If Tyler does.. you know.. join you.. You will take care of him won't you? And wait for me there. I'll join you sometimes, Bethany. I love you best friend. Rest in Peace ♥
~James

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