Always There But Never Seen
Chapter 1
I'm invisible to the world, I always have been and always will be. I'm just the quiet shy kid in the back of the room. Yes, I do exist and I am a real human being. I only have two "friends" but normally during school they ignore me. They are Lynette and Miles. Lynette has her own group of friends at school that she is weird and crazy around, but I know her true story. Miles is the star football player all thanks to his dad, the couch. As for me, I'm Marcelo the one nobody knows and has an abusive life. Yes, I said abusive life. My mom is always drunk or out partying and as for my dad he has major anger issues and if I say one word or put one foot out of line he gets whatever he can find to hit me. I can never forget my sisters and brothers. There are 11 of us. Seven boys, four girls. All had a different dad but the one our mom is with now is mine. I am also the oldest, confusing I know. I am 13 years old almost 14 and I have to provide almost everything for my brothers and sisters. We just have enough to get by but soon it may not be enough.
On the average morning, I have to help nine of my brothers and sisters to get to there bus stop to go to there elementary school. After that I get ready myself, normally my parents are still asleep so I do my best to keep it that way. Once I am finally ready my sister and I head out to the bus. My sister, Mae, she is the sweetest person you would ever meet. she is in 7th grade, one grade under me so that makes me an 8th grader. What fun. I will see her randomly at our school! Thankfully she actually has true friends, not many but more than me. I get ignored but I bet if I was known to the world I would be bullied every single day, because I am just that worthless, I guess. So during school I go from class to class, learn what I need to learn, sit where I need to sit, eat where I need to eat and so forth. My teachers never call on me to do anything sometimes they even forget me in roll call, but I just go with it. I am a straight A student yet never get recongnized, but I just go with it. I just go with a lot of things, mainly life in general. I hope for a better tomorrow every day yet it never happens, just like everything else. At the end of the school day Mae and I walk home, which is about five miles. Even though we don't have much it still takes forever, well seems like forever. By the time we get home my other siblings have been there for about an hour and started there homework. If my parents are home my mom would be drunk or trying to get drunk and my dad would be abusing everyone but my mom. But usually they are out doing whatever they do, truthfully I have always wondered what they do but I never ask, if I did I would just get whipped. Homework time is always boring, I help five of the younger ones and Mae helps four of them. Luckily elementary homework is easier than middle school home work so it doesn't take that long. But then comes my homework, it takes at least a few hours. Reading, a few projects, worksheets, the normal homework. But today I have more than normal and my head is about to explode. I decide to stop for a while and just relax and as soon as I do my dad walks in and I am first of all terrified and second of all confused.
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