Demonicangel31

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Half angel, half demon, everything else is details...

I say stuff, give advice if asked, and whatever else I decide to do. I'm not picky .

Demonicangel31
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December 6, 2015 11:05am UTC

I keep telling myself to move on, to stop crying, to tell myself "I hate you for making me love you". But i cant sleep with out seeing you in my dreams. I cant make it through the day without crying about the thoughts that go through my head. I see you are happy now, and im sorry i cant let go, I just wish it didnt hurt so much.

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Demonicangel31
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November 30, 2015 12:52am UTC

I'm so tired...
I'm tired of always losing. I'm tired of never being good enough. I'm tired of trying and never getting what I want. Im tired of fighting so hard for everyone and having no one who fights for me. Im tired of having my heart shatter into millions of pieces. im tired of the same nightmares day in and day out. im tired masking all the pain and caging all the anger.
I'm just... so tired...

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Demonicangel31
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November 8, 2015 10:37am UTC

Sometimes it's hard to find the motivation to open your eyes and acknowledge that the night may be over but nightmare of life is ready to begin again. Another day of mental and emotional torture; and no matter what you do, how much you plead for an end, you realize that your nightmares are sweeter than reality. Your nightmares are a lie, but this is reality...

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Demonicangel31
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March 24, 2015 3:57pm UTC

i bet my soul that you would never leave...
i let their words tear me appart emotionally...
i felt their beatings and whips rip my flesh appart...
i subjeted myself to over 200 years of pain and humiliation, because i loved you...
now i am without a soul... without light... and without love... but thats all good because you taught me something important...
love makes you weak, why fight for something that makes you weak? no... i will be stronger.

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Demonicangel31
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December 25, 2014 1:29am UTC

Of course I have a dark mind...
It is needed to match my dark soul, my dark spirit, my dark wings and MY BLACK HEART...

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Demonicangel31
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December 23, 2014 2:38am UTC

The world will always burn, but there are three types of people:
- those whom cry over it
- those whom smile at it
- and those whom can't stop laughing at the flames.

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Demonicangel31
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December 22, 2014 12:01am UTC

Betrayed by Love; I Pledge myself to Hate.
Betrayed by a feeling of Warmth; May my soul turn Cold.
Betrayed by Light; I now surround myself in Darkness.
Betrayed by Happiness; Forever to be consumed by Anger.
Betrayed by Angels; And so I became a Demon.
I am the wretched being that you had always feared I would become,
Because there is no one to stop me from becoming the beast that I have always been.
Come take a shot at me...
I love the way you Hate Me.

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Demonicangel31
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November 7, 2014 2:11am UTC

And so I watch as whats left of my soul turn black and the world
around me continue to burn; set alight by the blood soaked rage that
has consumed my mind. It hurts so much, but you don't care, not
anymore... and so what am I afraid of...
LET THE WORLD BURN, AND
THE FEATHERS OF MY WINGS TURN BLACK...
You told me never to turn into this but why... I am not afraid of the DARK...

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Demonicangel31
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November 5, 2014 12:34am UTC

Every day is a battle; to get up, to stop crying, to eat, to do any basic activity. I fight to just keep moving forward, but I keep falling farther and farther into depression. I have to physically fight myself and stop myself from cutting away the pain, and I don't know how long it will be until I have drained my body of it all. I wrap myself in the blanket you gave me because it is all I have that reminds me of how it felt to be held by you.
I have to fight every day to not break down and beg you to come back, I know that it would make me look pathetic but I am desperate for YOUR love and affection that I am crazy enough to try. I am only holding back because I know that you like someone else and I dare not interrupt or intrude on your happiness. I want to fight for you but I can't because it would hurt you.
And so... I am forced to silence myself... not to scream as the dagger kisses my skin or as red tears splash onto the ivory floor... I am alone now... my soul is frozen, my heart torn to shreds...
and you... my paradise... are out of my reach forever.

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Demonicangel31
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October 12, 2014 10:50pm UTC

So there is this woman,
who is completely perfect,
and now she is gone because of me.
I was never meant to be her forever,
no matter how much I wish I could have been.
I was here to heal her and protect her and make sure that everything would be okay.
When I would see her I would cry from joy and run to her.
But my mission is complete now,
she is safe and ready to find the man that will make all her dreams come true.
My heart just breaks at the idea that it's not me...

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Demonicangel31
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June 23, 2014 3:03pm UTC

"Help. Me", he whispered. He didn't mean to whisper but there was too much pain in his heart to cry out for life's mercy. The Fiats are cruel to any man clinging to life, still looking for a reason to live it. "Please. Someone. Anyone. Please help me." His whispers became more and more faint, almost as if he couldn't keep down the blood that he was trying to swallow. No one was there for him (as always). It seemed as if whenever he wanted someone they were there, yet whenever he NEEDED them, he was alone. Poor, cruel fiat. "Please", and still with no reply, tears of red began to roll down his face and splash onto the ivory floor...

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Demonicangel31
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April 27, 2014 2:23am UTC

I am sorry I have failed you. I am sorry I broke my promises. But most of all, I am sorry that I have to suffer for you and everyone and never say a word.

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Demonicangel31
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April 23, 2014 4:33pm UTC

I never needed to say this before, but I am in so much pain! I have been silent about it for the past year and I need a way out of it! Please just make it end! I need my life back! The stress I have to carry for my friends, my family, for the woman I love and my own problems; and now I am finally breaking down! I feel so alone and I can't stand it any more! Someone help me!

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Demonicangel31
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March 24, 2014 12:39pm UTC

I see the sun shining in the sky, people around me being happy and I have every reason to be happy. Yet my heart feels like it is being swallowed by darkness and over-run by fear and anger. Why? I have no reason to be this way. Perhaps it is because I have hurt so many and helped so few, or that I have been so self centered and cared not for anyone but those I felt were like me; alone, unloved, unwanted and need somewhere to go. I help who ever I can and yet I hurt so many more. I hate myself for this, and for the fact that no matter how much I try to make things right things get worse. I want only one thing: forgiveness for what I have done, the pain I have caused, the hearts I have broken and the horrible things I have yet to do in life. I deserve no forgiveness and know that I will not be. I feel my heart growing colder but to all those I have hurt I will absorb all your emotional pain, after all I am the reason for most of it...

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Demonicangel31
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March 7, 2014 5:55pm UTC

You: "Are you okay?"
Me: "I'm always fine."
My thoughts: "Just make the pain go away..."

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Demonicangel31
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February 17, 2014 3:30pm UTC

Dear Moon,
Here I am again; writing to you with the vain hope to hear your dazzling voice. I am crying out to you night after night and now you turn away from me or is the earth turning me away from you? I need you to fall from the sky and land in me, that my embrace will warm you. Is it too much to ask for just one chance to see your shinning face again? I have seen you smile before and I need to see it again. I pray that my pain from loneliness either kills me or drives me in to madness so deep that the pain is almost nonexistent! I try to find comfort all the time and look to embracing the shore, which all but pushes me back. I am alone. I know that you feel the same way so why not be together? We can live as one and it could just be us! Or maybe you are too afraid of me; the power I have to destroy and kill but I have the ability to give life as well! Please turn around, I miss you...
Lost and alone,
-Ocean

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Demonicangel31
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February 17, 2014 2:04pm UTC

Dear Moon,
I saw you last night when the clouds finally granted me the chance to bask in your shimmering beauty. Your stunning glow in the night makes me think how warm it must be to hold you or to brush my hand upon your silver glow. My shores may reach from the tundra to the tropics, yet no matter how warm my surface may be I am still cold at the core of my being. That glow that makes you shine must be the warm feeling of love that I long to have! It has been so long since I last caught the meteor you sent to me and I hope to recieve another one from you soon! I am sorry that I cannot send you anything in return. There was a couple in Spain, last night, that walked along my shores and looked up at you with a look of wonder and awh. I was looking to you along with them and they sang to each other; words of sweet love and romance! Words that I hope one day I may recite to you. I know the stars tell you to leave me, to cast yourself out of orbit and leave me forever. If so then I understand; this was a dream that was not ment to be. I wonderous dream in which we could be together. I will insted look up into the sky and lie to myself that it is just too cloudy to see you but you're there, and let the pain in my heart swell with pain to the point that I no longer care to exist, where I no longer care to gentle or where I just stay silent, in waiting, until I can see you again.
The one who will love you until the end of time,
-Ocean.

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Demonicangel31
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December 16, 2013 11:29am UTC

Give up if you so choose; but know that if you do you will never know victory. Give up now then, if you so choose... and taste the bitterness of defeat. You will never know the feel, the taste or the power that victory provides! Follow your desire to fight, satisfy your hunger for success, quench your thirst for victory and know that when this your day of glory!

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Demonicangel31
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October 16, 2013 11:51am UTC

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September 20, 2013 7:47pm UTC

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