Have you ever been alone?
Truly alone. Kinda like, you can be in a crowd of people and just
feel....empty, in a way. The superficiality of it all just dawns on
you, and you realize these people just don't care. They won't be
there for you, won't be your shoulder to cry on. You can't seem
to talk to [anyone], even people you've relied on for comfort.
You can't seem to speak.
You just can't seem to let out the feelings that have been
bothering. You feel like no one understands, no one cares.
It's at that point where you want to curl up into a tiny ball on
you bed, and just sleep f o r e v e r. Stay that way. But you
can't. You need to leave, but you remain emotionally alone.
x// It's a terrible feeling.