how can you sit there and tell me there's a god and how all good things come from something bad. they're ten years old . and your telling me everything will work out for the best? you're joking right.. I have to sit here now and listen to my brother cry all night and not knowing how or if it would work trying to comfort him because his best friend is dying and no one can stop it. She's dying shes ten years old and she isnt going to make it any longer. she'll never go to prom, never have kids, never get married, never fall in love, never sneak out, never break the rules, never live, never grow up. she was so close to the family she was like a cousin. her and my brother were best friends before and all while she was diagnosed... not only his her little brother not going to grow up with a loving sister, he's five years old.... no five year old should lose his sister. what about her parents they lost so much all ready and now their actually daughter?? is this some kind of sick joke. becase i think this is complete crap. Now i know right this second she is alive but tomorrow she might not be here.. she could leave us at any time the doctor said. shes ten years old where is the good in that? please someone tell me becuase i cant find it anywhere and i never will. because the rest of my life i have to sit here and watch my little brother grow up without a best friend. i have to watch him cry and i have to watch him hurt i cant help him. i really cant & seeing someone you love more then anything in the whole world hurt so badly and theres no way you can change it or help them is probably one of the worst feelings in the whole entire world.. i cant help emily get better.. i cant take my brothers pain away. all i can do is remember how happy he was to see her and how exicted he was when he cold visit her and how close they were when she wasnt sick. theres nothing to do but mourn... I'm so sorry raymond.. i wish i could stop all this from happening, but i can't. i cant make things better i cant tell you it'll be alright i cant tell you that you arent going to remember this the rest of your life i cant help you and its the worst thing in the whole enitire world.