Is it bad that I don't tell people everything that goes on in my life? I mean, I tell my frineds some stuff but I don't think I have ever actually told anyone everything. I don't know if I ever could really. It's just too much. I would feel like I was burdening that person. I have always kept things bottled up inside. Then, I push myself to the point of no return. I think of self harm as I get sucked into this dark world. This world contains no people, no nothing. Except music sometimes. When I get into this world, I just lay around doing nothing overthinking stuff. I try not to think. It never works though. I don't know how to stop it. I never really have told anyone about this...... SO here you go witty, don't let me down. Please. I can't have it happen again.