I miss you so bad it hurts...I want to be with you...but we know it will never happen...so I sit here now after speaking with you, dealing with all the miles of thoughts you helped me fight off while you were awake, but you're human too and need sleep...so I'm left alone again...alone with my thoughts and confused tears...with a few friends...friends that will destroy me if I let them...
I am twisted
I am a monster