These Are The Things I Never Told You (X)
God there's so much I want to tell you and there is so much that I want to say and it is all pent up inside of me waiting to explode and if I don't let it out it's going to take my heart with it. 

But it is five thirty in the morning and the birds are chirping and I didn't even mean to think of you tonight, and I can't sleep but I'm going up try. And you just had what I hope was the happiest night and I hope you have so many more and I'm sorry of thinking about you because I didn't mean to. I didn't mean to. 
 

-c.b.l.