You're someone I've known all my life. You've always been a beacon of guidance for me and the whole community, and I'm so unbelievably sorry for what you had to go through. It wasn't right, it wasn't fair. You deserve so much better, and you have such a clean heart that you're simply taking this as a sign to move on. You're not even angry, I guess you're mostly still in shock. I think deep down, you just feel really disappointed in how everything panned out. Everyone misses you and is really feeling your absence. It's like everything's falling apart without you now. You were the invisible glue, that everyone viewed as a nuisance but you stuck around because you saw that we all really needed you. Again, I'm sorry this had to happen to someone like you; someone who was so kind hearted and only wanted good things, but this is good for you. You probably feel so hurt and so so outcasted and alone right now-but you aren't. I think you're right in thinking this was a sign. Because it is. Take this time to visit your family, take this time to reconnect with people who appreciate you and take this time for yourself. You've been there for everyone else your whole life, it's time for you to have some 'you' time. I don't know how to end this so I'll end it with I'll miss you and I pray for only good things to come your way.