I hate that I'm like this. I hate that there is children starving in streets and people being abused and i;m just crying for sometimes i don't even know why. I hate that I'm scared to seem attention seeking but I post some of my problems for strangers to see. I hate that I always trust thw wrong people. I hate that I'm impatient. I hate that love films make me sad because i know its not real. but I want it. For once i want to enjoy a love film. I hate that all my family all hate eachother including me. I hate that my family has a bad history of depession , suicides and mental illness though my family are clueless about me but I don't even know if i fit into any of those cartogries. I hate how I love , trust and speak without thinking but complain about the concequences. I hate that thoughts put me down . I hate that I'm unsure about everything.