up until
now,
I
still don't get it. I don't get why this had to happen
to both of us. I'm starting to think maybe it was my
fault.. Maybe it's my fault that I couldn't go online
at 6 am because thats when you would wake up and that's the
only chance I can get to talk to you. Maybe it's my fault
that our conversations werent interesting enough to you as they
were to me. Maybe it's my fault that I didn't fight
hard enough for you in the first place. I'm sorry if
that's the case, but you don't seem to fight back for
me either. Maybe I just have to accept the fact that you
don't need me anymore. You're happier without
me.
