Its been a while 
since i last wrote to you
but dont worry,
i was just a bit blue.
sorry for the blood on the paper
im not feeling well
the doctor said to take medicine
but i doubt they help
they keep asking me
about when you died
and it hurts to remember.
i still love you, you know
i miss you more
than anything
it's hard to finish
because there is blood everywhere...
im coming to see you
please
  open
    the
     door.

(m.f)