Dear Dana,
I'm sorry I havn't written you for a while
again. I've just been busy with school
starting. I'm not sure why, but I'm feeling really upset
and anxious. It could be because I miss you, or because I miss my
bestfriend, or because 'him' has left my life again, or
because my boyfriends probably moving, or because I'm sick of
loosing people, or maybe just because school's tomorrow.
But whatever it is, I want it to stop because I feel
horrible. I've been having this feeling alot lately, since
school's started. I'm at a completly new school and I
don't know anyone. I miss the summer, to be honest... spending
everyday with my bestfriend, I don't feel empty when I'm
with her. & I miss not having so many limits, not having to
make time for homework, and go to bed on time, and limit the fun to
prepare for school. The way I see it, you really only do live once
and I entend on living it instead of just working the whole time.
Because when you think about it, you spend five out of seven days
at school, and then you only get two out of twelve months off, then
after you graduate you have college or university for four years so
it's the same thing again and then it gets worse because you
have to work, and you don't get two months off. So basically
most people spend most of there lives working, and that's
pretty depressing. Maybe that's whats making me upset, or maybe
it's because my bestfriend moved. She filled every missing gap
in my heart, of a family, a bestfriend, someone to unconditionally
love me. I never have to write to you when I'm with her because
I don't feel the need to, I tell her everything and I don't
feel so alone. Anyway I hope your having a good first week of
school, I love you so much <3
- xoxo your sister
Dear Dana, I'm sorry I havn't written you for a while
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Sep 8, 2013 10:49pm
