Dear Dana,
I'm kind of scared to go to sleep. I'm afraid of the
thoughts that are at the back of my mind. The past. It's
haunting me. The scary thoughts won't leave my mind no matter
what I do. I used to have this problem during school, so I barely
slept and that probably was one of the reasons why I failed this
year. During the summer though everythings been pretty good, not
too much stress (other than with my boyfriend, who I feel guilty
everyday for even seeing him because my mom doesn't exactly
aprove, and he reminds me of our father and that scares me.. alot.
But I'm listening to our song right now "forever and
always" and it makes me realize how greatful I am to have him
because he loves me so much, and he does treat me pretty good. Most
girls don't even have boyfriends) anyway enough sleep, not too
many bad thoughts.. but it's all coming back now and I
don't know why! I hope it's not like this all year because
I do NOT want to go through that again. I just want to be happy, is
that too much to ask? One good thing about sleep though is
sometimes I get to see you in my dreams <3 I love you sissy
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- xoxo your sister
Dear Dana, I'm kind of scared to go to sleep. I'm afraid
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Sep 1, 2013 9:11pm
Heartless17* · 1 decade ago
Was your sister's name Tholie?
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