Dear Dana,
This is the fourth time i've had to write this letter because
it keeps getting erased for some reason. Anyway it went something
like this, "Dear Dana, It's getting late, and it's
getting dark and I'm feeling more alone than ever. My moms at
her boyfriends house but my boyfriends just downstairs. However I
feel more alone than I would if he wasn't here. I think I'm
going to have to break up with him because he reminds me of our
father too much. They're alike in so many ways. He's
controling just like him, he expects me to be his doll to just do
what he wants when he wants without having a say in it or an
opinion. Kind of the way our dad was like to our mom. He's got
a temper like him too, he's almost always mad at me for
something.. most of the time he's mad at me for talking to
another boy, nothing bad or anything just a normal conversation.
He's filled with so much jealousy, like our father. & the
way he's murphyless.. he killed a bunny! To be able to look at
a living creature, see the pain in its eyes and just take
everything away from it, is pretty disgusting. He even told me that
there's nothing wrong with beating children and he wouldn't
have a problem hitting a girl. That's pure symptoms of turning
out just like our father. & I really don't want a repeat of
that, & I don't want my kids to ever experience something
like that either. But it would be so hard to break up with him,
firstly because he scares me a bit so I don't know what
he'd so, second because maybe it's all in my head and
he's not like our father then I spend the rest of my life
thinking "what if", and lastly because he's one of my
bestfriends, and he's really all I have right now, and I'm
so attached to him.. it would be so hard to loose him. I hope your
having a great night, because mine sucks." Anyway I'm
sorry I havn't written you in a few days, i've been trying
to ignore my emotions.. hoping they'd go away but they just
build up at the back of my mind. & my internets been messed up
so it's been hard to get on witty. I love you so much, and I
miss you.
- xoxo your sister
Dear Dana, This is the fourth time i've had to write this
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Sep 1, 2013 8:05pm
