  Hi well I'm going to vent right about now well its more like
  something I want to say to a certin person but after you read
  this you probably will hate me too. It's okay everyone else
  does anyway.

  

  

  

  I know I messed up but I'm 15 you're 24 about to be 25
  and yet you act like you're my age. I will take complete
  blame that yes I messed up I did something wrong to you. I was
  WRONG I know okay. But don't sit up here and say you
  haven't done anything wrong cause you have messed up so many
  times it's not even funny . Let's not forget you're
  childs father is married or the fact thats theres been plenty of
  times I had to take care of your child because you were drunk
  too. Or I have watched him why you worked for 3 and a half years
  and I barely got paid cause you blow all your money on acohol . I
  realize completely that none of this will ever make what I did
  right but I will also live with this for the rest of my life. I
  have to stay put together for everyone and you don't even
  think that maybe I'm not playing the victim maybe I really
  was. I mean he was 21 and I'm 15. He did tell me he
  didn't care about you and he cared about me maybe that was a
  lie and now looking at the situation it mostly likely was a lie
  but I beileved him. You act like my every intention as been to
  hurt you. And I know what I did hurt you but that has never been
  a goal and never will be so go ahead make status calling my
  stupid , a wh0r.e , and say everyone hates me, say all I do is
  hurt people. You live your life and I will live mine but when it
  comes down to it I can admitt I've done wrong and I do feel
  like a terrible person but you're going to beileve what you
  want. You act like he didn't hurt me too . Do you honestly
  beieve I would do that with someone who I didn't care about
  or who didn't care about me. If you do then you honestly
  don't know me that well. But no I wouldn't have I was
  lied to I was used.  

  

  

  Okay if you got through that thanks for your time. I know what
  most of yall are going to think of me and ok but please don't
  leave negative comments and stuff I'm going through a lot
  right now and I'm already upset right now

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beebessey · 1 decade ago
I'm going through the same thing, if yoi need to talk I can understand it. Stay strong <3 (and I do mean the SAME thing down to the kids part)
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katbaby · 1 decade ago
wow really ? thats really good to hear cause as I'm sure you know it's a pretty lonely feeling like this
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beebessey · 1 decade ago
Yeah I really do. I went from an 18 year old in high school to a single mother of 3 kids while their real mom went out partying every night with the guy I liked. She slept with him when I told her I liked him. So I let her have him. Then a couple weeks ago at reunion he spent the night with me... she doesn't know yet but I feel the guilt and I'm so in love with him. But they're still together. Me and him talked about it today.
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Alexisiscool · 1 decade ago
Wow... Wow!
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littledirectionerchristian* · 1 decade ago
I feel so bad for you. Not being crazy but I want to give you a really big hug to make you feel better. Really. I really do. I just feel so very bad for you.
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katbaby · 1 decade ago
thank you , so much for reading , commenting and even caring. It means a lot to me. Amd the thought of a hug makes me feel better
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littledirectionerchristian* · 1 decade ago
Your very welcome friend. I just feel so bad for you. I've been through the same when I was in elementary school. I cant remember what I did to make things right but when I remember, I will tell you *internet hug* :)
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katbaby · 1 decade ago
okay, thank you so much
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littledirectionerchristian* · 1 decade ago
Your welcome. If you want to email let me know!! And if you need ANYTHING let me know!!
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katbaby · 1 decade ago
ok thank you you don't even understand how nice it is to see someone care. I'll let you know
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katbaby · 1 decade ago
cares*
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littledirectionerchristian* · 1 decade ago
Lol. Do you wanna email??
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katbaby · 1 decade ago
I can't right now
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littledirectionerchristian* · 1 decade ago
Okay. Let me know when okay?? :) :) :):):):):):):):):):):)
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AshleyRoseXoXoXo · 1 decade ago
Omg girl, not saying what you did was right but damn that's a lot to go through and take in. You made a mistake, everybody does. I want to give you a hug so bad right now as weird as that sounds IM NOT CREEPY I PROMISE. This girl needs to see her wrong, go to rehab, and figure out life. Instead of verbally harassing fifteen year olds.
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katbaby · 1 decade ago
thank you these past two weeks have been terrible. Honestly a hug doesn't sound to bad right now and in no way does that make you sound creepy
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AshleyRoseXoXoXo · 1 decade ago
You're welcome, sounds it! In that case, if I could hug you right now I certainly would!
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katbaby · 1 decade ago
thank you so much . You don't even understand how much better that makes me feel
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AshleyRoseXoXoXo · 1 decade ago
You're very welcome, I'm glad!
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